blu-eyed-demon:

“Woah, big guy. I just want you to know Cap…this ain’t personal.”

#[lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling]  #sometimes i think about how toxic rumlow was for steve  #gaslighting and shit and just all of this  #and how detached steve was but at the same time craving closeness  #like yeah there was nat but she very obviously stayed aloof just being an acquaintance to steve  #but just  #rumlow weasling his way just barely past acquaintence level and edging into friend territory  #but he’s so fucking bad for steve  #just UGH  #i am so interested in knowing about how close steve and rumlow were  #or how close steve THOUGHT they were  #i have a lot of feelings about this particular relationship  #ugh (X)